Another Monday of course

She is here
going to the docs for her post surgery carpal tunnel surgery...
hmmmmm

She says things that I don't know if they are truth or some made up deal she just thought of..

B doesn't want anything to do with her and tells her so... Jack wants his mother's approval and love....

They had a great day in school today... but, every night they say they don't want to go back the next day... Thursday is lawyer day... What will we learn... What will Happen??? I don't know... I just want the kids happy... but I am afraid that is too much to ask...

She is packing up her things... using Child Support money to fund herself... Wrong I feel... but it's okay Mom (me) will take care of it all...no worries for her...

Read a cute little book on my color Nook with Jack tonight....

Nana loves these kids... Wish I never had to sleep and could just do what I want and never run out of energy... Damn :(

kids gone for weekend

Jack is with his dad for the weekend

B is with her dad for the weekend....

I seem to be feeling a feeling of hatred towards her... I have only felt this way about one other person in my whole life....it was her father...

I am tired of being sucked by her..... drained....

Missing the grandkids tonight

She left us cause she is sick

Jack said tonight... "Nana, She left us cause she is sick." I asked him, who? he said Mom, I said, oh... How does a 5 year old know this? .. He said his mom told him. Why, Can't she tell us this... instead of saying she will get a new place and bring them there. CRAP!!
Also I told her tonight she needs to sign these kids over to me. I said, Jack's dad wants him when Kindergarten starts... She said, no way!!! How can she call the shots, when she acts as if they are not part of her life?  I am Frustrated... She is a Crazy B....

On to fun stuff... I made Hot Air Popcorn Tonight... Jack was amazed. He said he has never seen such a thing. It was fun for them to watch.

They are so clingy and needy.. Jack was watching Little Einstein's tonight it was an episode about brother and sister. Hansel & Gretel.. He said it scares him and he doesn't want to ever watch it again...

I laid down with the kids tonight. They were both hugging me... I have to lay in the middle because if one kid is closer to me than the other, it is a cry fest....

I am exhausted tonight.